Two days ago, we got a call that my grandfather is dying. He has less than three days. My sister and mother drove to Pennsylvania immediately. Dad and Miranda are going to follow tomorrow. I can't; I have a train to Illinois on Sunday. It just isn't plausible. It friggin' hurts, though. And causes a lot of problems.
So, here are my weekly worries.
1.) I haven't gotten my work schedule yet. What if they fired me without letting me know? How will I make my loan payments next month? What about my car insurance payment? I can't be out of work. I just can't. I emailed Dani last night. Anxiously waiting for a reply.
2.) I need to get to the train station on Sunday. Haven't gotten a text back from Sam on whether or not she works on Sunday, yet. If she does, what am I going to do? I can't miss that train.
3.) I still need to find a way to pay for a train ticket back to NY during Spring break. That's when I'll be doing my FAFSA and taxes, since I haven't received information from Rite Aid or Benedictine.
4.) I'm transferring to UAlbany at the end of this semester, unless I get a decent reason to stay at Benedictine. I have to figure all that out.
5.) Boyfriend is bearing the brunt of all of my stress induced fits of frustration. He's probably going to abandon me, because I'm absolutely ridiculous and crying all the time.
I can't really take the time to think these out individually without freaking out at the moment. So, that's all.
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