GeekyGryffindork: Hahahah
GeekyGryffindork: Dave, do you remember that place from when you were a child?
IsoDavonix: Yes...
IsoDavonix: *cries* there were wolves everywhere
GeekyGryffindork: aww. and your mommy and daddy came and saw you and went. HEY. I ALWAYS WANTED A PET MONKEY.
IsoDavonix: well youve never seen a naked baby picture of me.
Yeah, you can totally tell we love each other.
Showing posts with label boyfriend. Show all posts
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Monday, January 24, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Relaxing
It's hard to remember in the moment, but even the toughest times get better.
All morning, I ran about the house doing chores. Showering, laundry, dishes, baking, and the like. Dave came over around two and comforted me with his presence. I love having him around. He makes me happy and knows how to calm me down when I get irrationally frightened.
Dad came home about a half hour later to drag us to the bank. I deposited my forty bucks and got the check for my loan. That's all good and settled. One giant step down.
Also, dad gave me his credit card to basically last me through getting basic food supplies and my textbooks while everyone is in Pennsylvania. I'm trustworthy enough that I won't do something absolutely stupid, like buy property on Pluto. That's giant thing two that's been solved.
Dave, Missy, and I spent the night making chicken parmigiana. Between the three of us, it came out really well. I didn't like the sauce we chose, but most of us are short on cash and there wasn't much choice.
Dave and I spent the hour after goofing around until he had to leave. He left with the promise that he'll pick me up tomorrow and not let me spend the day crying in a pile of my own snot. <3 I love that boy.
I checked my email after he left. Got a reply from my boss who promises the Spring schedule will be out tomorrow. She had one made, but then two people abandoned us without notice. Still, it's a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.
Things are going to be okay. I just have to remember that.
All morning, I ran about the house doing chores. Showering, laundry, dishes, baking, and the like. Dave came over around two and comforted me with his presence. I love having him around. He makes me happy and knows how to calm me down when I get irrationally frightened.
Dad came home about a half hour later to drag us to the bank. I deposited my forty bucks and got the check for my loan. That's all good and settled. One giant step down.
Also, dad gave me his credit card to basically last me through getting basic food supplies and my textbooks while everyone is in Pennsylvania. I'm trustworthy enough that I won't do something absolutely stupid, like buy property on Pluto. That's giant thing two that's been solved.
Dave, Missy, and I spent the night making chicken parmigiana. Between the three of us, it came out really well. I didn't like the sauce we chose, but most of us are short on cash and there wasn't much choice.
Dave and I spent the hour after goofing around until he had to leave. He left with the promise that he'll pick me up tomorrow and not let me spend the day crying in a pile of my own snot. <3 I love that boy.
I checked my email after he left. Got a reply from my boss who promises the Spring schedule will be out tomorrow. She had one made, but then two people abandoned us without notice. Still, it's a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.
Things are going to be okay. I just have to remember that.
Weekly Worries
Two days ago, we got a call that my grandfather is dying. He has less than three days. My sister and mother drove to Pennsylvania immediately. Dad and Miranda are going to follow tomorrow. I can't; I have a train to Illinois on Sunday. It just isn't plausible. It friggin' hurts, though. And causes a lot of problems.
So, here are my weekly worries.
1.) I haven't gotten my work schedule yet. What if they fired me without letting me know? How will I make my loan payments next month? What about my car insurance payment? I can't be out of work. I just can't. I emailed Dani last night. Anxiously waiting for a reply.
2.) I need to get to the train station on Sunday. Haven't gotten a text back from Sam on whether or not she works on Sunday, yet. If she does, what am I going to do? I can't miss that train.
3.) I still need to find a way to pay for a train ticket back to NY during Spring break. That's when I'll be doing my FAFSA and taxes, since I haven't received information from Rite Aid or Benedictine.
4.) I'm transferring to UAlbany at the end of this semester, unless I get a decent reason to stay at Benedictine. I have to figure all that out.
5.) Boyfriend is bearing the brunt of all of my stress induced fits of frustration. He's probably going to abandon me, because I'm absolutely ridiculous and crying all the time.
I can't really take the time to think these out individually without freaking out at the moment. So, that's all.
So, here are my weekly worries.
1.) I haven't gotten my work schedule yet. What if they fired me without letting me know? How will I make my loan payments next month? What about my car insurance payment? I can't be out of work. I just can't. I emailed Dani last night. Anxiously waiting for a reply.
2.) I need to get to the train station on Sunday. Haven't gotten a text back from Sam on whether or not she works on Sunday, yet. If she does, what am I going to do? I can't miss that train.
3.) I still need to find a way to pay for a train ticket back to NY during Spring break. That's when I'll be doing my FAFSA and taxes, since I haven't received information from Rite Aid or Benedictine.
4.) I'm transferring to UAlbany at the end of this semester, unless I get a decent reason to stay at Benedictine. I have to figure all that out.
5.) Boyfriend is bearing the brunt of all of my stress induced fits of frustration. He's probably going to abandon me, because I'm absolutely ridiculous and crying all the time.
I can't really take the time to think these out individually without freaking out at the moment. So, that's all.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Lie to Me
I haven't written a story in two months. I started with National Novel Writing Month, realizing nearly immediately that I had five or six papers due that month and quit. My GPA meant more to me than writing for a few weeks. Then I jumped into To Be Read Month and concentrated on reading.
Most of my friends have been posting on Figment Fiction and encouraging me to do so. Without thinking about it, I wrote a quick story and posted it. It hasn't been read over. It hasn't been edited. It is complete brain vomit.
It's from the perspective of a gay male, something that Bailey insists I did well, but I probably didn't. He found his best friend passed out after a game of strip!magic and then treats her to coffee while her boyfriend breaks up with her. It was basically a way for me to get a bunch of sexual quotes into under a thousand words.
Bailey and Laura claim to like it, but they're my friends and somewhat obligated to lie.
My boyfriend, the ultimate magic geek, read it. Didn't like it. If anyone is obligated to lie, it's him. He knows that I've been worried about a lot of things. I haven't had a job this pass month and have tons of bills in February. I don't have my schedule for work yet and I start next week. Our wedding venue crapped out.
He couldn't even give me a white lie to boost a week that's been utter shit.
Guys are morons. I forget this occasionally, but always am reminded.
Most of my friends have been posting on Figment Fiction and encouraging me to do so. Without thinking about it, I wrote a quick story and posted it. It hasn't been read over. It hasn't been edited. It is complete brain vomit.
It's from the perspective of a gay male, something that Bailey insists I did well, but I probably didn't. He found his best friend passed out after a game of strip!magic and then treats her to coffee while her boyfriend breaks up with her. It was basically a way for me to get a bunch of sexual quotes into under a thousand words.
Bailey and Laura claim to like it, but they're my friends and somewhat obligated to lie.
My boyfriend, the ultimate magic geek, read it. Didn't like it. If anyone is obligated to lie, it's him. He knows that I've been worried about a lot of things. I haven't had a job this pass month and have tons of bills in February. I don't have my schedule for work yet and I start next week. Our wedding venue crapped out.
He couldn't even give me a white lie to boost a week that's been utter shit.
Guys are morons. I forget this occasionally, but always am reminded.
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